Fail, but I did it..

Well quitting smoking was a fail bought a pack first thing this morning. got sent home from work with another fucking migraine. went to the walk in clinic and got treated for that found a family doctor. now i have a physical on tuesday, then have to go to the psychyatric ward for some other shit.. I finally did it.. talking to doctor's again.. I need some kind of help now.. I'm ready to do it.. Just to be rid of pain of her..