Well new med's making me feel pretty good, but still hasn't helped with some thought's. guess nothing will for those but losing them entirely.. Old memory's that I don't wish to remember.. people I want to forget.. have to forget.. They arn't helping me now anymore.. only making me dig deeper and deeper. have to let go.. Only wanted to love someone and it has only ended in pain.. I wasn't good enough for anyone.. but maybe this new person will be. Who am I? What am I to do?.. You meant everything to me and now I want to lose you.. just so I can be happy and move on.
I'm sorry... But the well that once kept me alive has been poisoned and I'm tired of drinking the water..
Goodbye. The Beast..
The BlackMage is better anyway's.. at least he isn't a fuck up yet.
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