One-Eyed Jack

Well One-Eyed Jack here, persona I've taken on while I only have on lense in my glasses. Learned I'm not able to wear contact's the other day eye's are to small. so blind till I get my glasses. I'm slowly losing everything again, my head is all over the place.. I want to be free of these thought's. All of them are useless to me now.I've managed to do it tho.. You don't mean anything to me anymore.. and I don't know how to feel about it. I'm relieved that I'm not held down by you anymore, but at the same time I'm losing something that was good. I have lot's of time to make more good If I make it that far in life.

How I crave to rip me up a little bit tho... Even more so that I want to hurt other's. The Beast has died, and was replaced with something much worse.. I'll manage as I have alway's done.. I only did it because You don't need me.. You never needed me I guess.. all those beautiful word's spoken and now I see how ugly they've become.. Did I only speak the truth to you, or was everything you said to me the lie i've come to believe now -_-

But I'm out for now, thought's are running to quick and threatening to collapse in on themselve's.

The BlackMage.