well once again it's been awhile.. just really stressed at the moment. angry for no reason.. pissed.. I despise a lot of thing's right now.. I don't know how much longer I can keep pushing like this.. havn't felt a knife in a long time.. breaking knuckles isn't the same feeling.. and only so many time's can one break them before they are useless..
I'm to the point I'm almost welcoming death.. contemplating more and more.. I just want to be able to function like everyone else in this bloody world...
Who know's if these are going to be my last word's or not.. could be tonight for all I know..
But to whom may possilby be reading this, I don't know what to say to you anymore.. The Beast has died out.. and has been replaced with something new, and worse.. I'm not fit to live this life much longer like this..
part of me still misses you. but it's all starting to fade away.. like everything else good it's almost gone.. I'm empty..
Know I fought hard and long..
The BlackMage
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